U migHt nOt knOw..

i dun dare to dream of u..

i always stare at the window..

i always saw ur illusion..

i always sleep at the corner of my bed..

i always thought u were in the room when i came back..

i always thought u were at the nearby basketball court playing..

i was about to cry when i realised tht was not u..

i hate myself being so dependent..

i wil feel happy when u call me b4 sleep eventhough i'm sleeping..

i always wish tht u wil tell me wherever u go..

i wish to go trsvel with u..

i am starting to be harsh to myself..

i force myself to be strong..

i wish so much tht u wil come but i dun wan to cox u trouble..

i feel happy when u r worryin of me cux tht shows u love me..

i wil hate myself if i am not there for ur bday..

i almost fell from stairs today cox of dizziness..

i am very stressed..

i miss u very much..